SOUND team

well hopefully by the beginning of next week i will be able to turn over a new leaf. im ready to start having fun, finally get out of my comfort zone, and stop holding back. i'm not sure where i got the idea in my head that i couldn't have fun like everyone else, i dont have to keep everything up on a pedestal like i've been trying to do. life doesn't work that way, i'm finally begininng to understand that many commonly held beliefs are not applicable to me, or at least capable of personal interpretation. i've learned from the best, and seen the worst. i think i know how to handle myself, and to remember to keep everything in perspective.

so in conclusion, this is my formal announcement, that things are going to change around here. its high time for me to grow some balls and stop worrying about what everyone else thinks. if i'm going to be my own person then i need to start by actually putting my own feelings before those of my peers. contrary to popular belief, i wasn't born to please.

fuck this shit.

Something you should know
When autumn comes
I'll be so happy
Wait a little while
And I'll ride away
And I'll be a tree
And you'll be so happy
Too sad to be alive today

i am the alphabet

the truth is, i do...i really, really do.

ebb and flow

I love the sunlight
You love the flowers
I miss the sunlight
You are my flower

You're dozing right now
I move into the slow
I can't feel no trace
You're melting away
You're dozing right now
I move into the slow
I can't feel no trace
You're melting away

I love the sunlight
You love the flowers
I miss the sunlight
You are my flower

You're dozing right now
I move into the slow
I can't feel no trace
You're melting away
You're dozing right now
I move into the slow
I can't feel no trace
You're melting away

fatal feelings

"what the hell are you doing man?"

"just being polite"

you know, if you don't want me to care, i don't have to,

and that goes for everyone.