SOUND team

well hopefully by the beginning of next week i will be able to turn over a new leaf. im ready to start having fun, finally get out of my comfort zone, and stop holding back. i'm not sure where i got the idea in my head that i couldn't have fun like everyone else, i dont have to keep everything up on a pedestal like i've been trying to do. life doesn't work that way, i'm finally begininng to understand that many commonly held beliefs are not applicable to me, or at least capable of personal interpretation. i've learned from the best, and seen the worst. i think i know how to handle myself, and to remember to keep everything in perspective.

so in conclusion, this is my formal announcement, that things are going to change around here. its high time for me to grow some balls and stop worrying about what everyone else thinks. if i'm going to be my own person then i need to start by actually putting my own feelings before those of my peers. contrary to popular belief, i wasn't born to please.