im just so angry, so fucking angry. i can get these words out fast enough, there is so much i want to yell at you, to spit at your face, to just rip out my own hair, but i cant. i will never be able to do those things, although right now, its all i want to do. i want to be spoiled and i want to make you realize that i am feeling lost and unimportant. you don't make me feel like i matter. maybe i'm being too sensitive, maybe i am just being immature, but you know what? i don't give a fuck. you just can't do anything nice for me, but favors fall from you like rain on everyone else. why?? if you think you can walk over me just because we are supposed to be the closest, you're wrong. if you think that you can slap me in the face and expect me accept it, you're wrong. i can lick my own wounds, whether they are caused by you or not. i wish you and every one else would either start caring or get the fuck away from me.
thanks, and best regards,


...Erika