writers block

its a terrible feeling when my mind goes blank. there are so many emotions inside myself yet all of them are subdued at the moment, numb thumbpricks in the back of my mind. my head is void, a hollowness fills my bones. it gets me when nothing ever gets me or gets to me. this yearning inside of me is pressing at all times, blocking out all the things i once found familiar. i no longer feel lifeless, the appeal to be free calls out to me more than ever, yet it has replaced every other emotion.